Day 29 Denver to Fort Morgan 143km Uphill 2113 ft Downhill 3135 ft
No tent to pack up this morning, instead Ralph drove Pete & Lynda, Bert Steenbergen and I to the Denver Christian HS. While I packed my lunch, ‘we’ pumped up my bike tires and made sure everything was set to go. I admit to having a few tears in my eyes when I said goodbye to Ralph and Lynda. It’s been such a relaxing weekend and knowing the way the last 4 weeks have flown by, the 3 weeks to Grand Rapids will go by quickly.
Barb was distracted this morning. It took her around 5 minutes to find her bike helmet (located it on the hood of a pick up truck); she is also saying good bye to Brian but will see him in around 2 weeks.
Today Joel Schreus, one of the pastors of Denver CRC is riding tandem with Barb. He knows his way around the bike paths that we are taking so John has the day off from map reading (maybe we’ll get in the exact mileage today!) It’s going to be a sweet week…downhill all the way. Walter’s SAG was the first for the day. We filled up our water bottles, chatted and we’re on our way. Around 60km we stopped for our second breakfast and coffee. I was recalling the weekend and mentioned that this was the first Sunday that I struggled to listen to the sermon. Barb is across the table from me, doing something funny with her eyes, when it clicks it…..Joel is a pastor, Joel is a pastor from one of the Denver CRC, Joel probably had something to do with the planning of this service, Cynthia needs to do some major back peddling! I quickly blamed it on the heat of the day and again reinstated that the Denver community had done a bang up job from the stamped postcards, to the baked cookies, to the free haircuts etc. Pastor Joel graciously smiled at me, but I think inside his heart he was saying a prayer of help for me.
Back to the road. We were clicking along at a good speed (around 27-28kms or hour) today. When we got back onto the interstate we encountered a head wind so I tucked in behind Gerry’s back wheel (on the right side) to find a reprieve from the wind. I don’t recall anyone calling out ‘debris’ and this is probably because the wind sucked the words away. I know that when I saw the large black rectangle object in front of my tire I had no choice but to ride over it. I hoped in my heart of hearts that it was a ‘take out’ food container that would crush when I rode over top of it, but such was not the case. I remember trying to control the swaying of my bike and then the thought that I would be taking it to the ditch. After that I remember telling Barb she did not need to call 911. I can still see the face of Sara, the first ‘angel’ on the scene. The accident itself is a blur. You can catch the details on Barb Mellema’s blog dated July 28th and 29th.
The staff at the hospital said the waiting room looked like part of the ‘Tour de France’ Alida, one of the on staff nurses for Sea to Sea stayed with me initially but then she was called away because another cyclists had fallen and broken a rib. Barb came into the emergency room and was there when the doctor confirmed that I had indeed broken my pelvis bone. It seemed surreal because I wasn’t in a lot of physical pain. I’m not sure who took the news harder, my fellow ‘pace line’ cyclists or me. On a lighter note, when the ‘guys’ did make it into the room (one at a time because those are the emergency room rules) I was able to inform them that the brain scan showed ‘normal’ activity, contrary to their opinion. If you do (or have) read Barb’s blog I will say in my defense that morphine is a powerful drug and applying humor in this situation was the only way for me to face the brutal reality that the cycling part of the tour was over for me. I will remember always the struggle of emotions for Pete, Louie, Barb, John, Andy and Gerry as they came into the emergency room and expressed in spoken and unspoken word their concern and as they shared my grief and disappointment with me. The prayers shared were a testimony of the close friendship that has bonded us together in these last 4 weeks.
When I was finally moved into a private room (I needed to stay overnight because of the concussion) Len Riemersma, our Head Chaplin paid me a visit and was present when Paul & Teresa came in. Because of the morphine and my emotional state we decided it was in my best interest to limit visitors. When the orthopaedic surgeon, Dr. Keller came in he gave me the good news that the break was clean, not dislocated and that it would take 3 to 4 weeks to heal. He mentioned that since I did not require surgery he would discharge me as soon as I felt strong enough to fly home. Erinn Swett, our GR go between and organizer of all the little details was flying back to GR on a direct flight Tuesday evening. It was decided that if I could cycle up 6 passes I could muster up enough strength (or drugs) to make it on a 2 ½ hr flight. Barb was able to secure a ticket and the hospital was generous enough to allow me to stay in the room till Erinn picked me up. There are too many ‘God moments’ to share with you. Barb has mentioned several on her blog. The staff at Fort Morgan was so accommodating; allowing Barb in past regular visiting hours and taking such good care of me. At 6:30 a.m. Tuesday morning I heard the familiar tapping of bike shoes on a hard surface. First Paul & Teresa and shortly afterwards the guys and Barb came to say good bye before they headed off for their 138km day. John is on sweep (I was supposed to be with him) so both John and Andy Heimstra stopped in before they left. Bert, with his famous Colorado t-shirt (I wonder what t-shirt he will buy in Nebraska?) also stopped in as well as Ed and Jen. I’ve probably missed a few people (that’s where the drug line comes in handy).
Erinn drove the hour to Denver to switch her rental Mustang for a mini van for my convenience and comfort level. The Denver airport was very accommodating. My wheel chair driver was very much into speed. Poor Erinn was going at a race walk pace trying to keep up in her heeled strappy sandals. Several times we suggested that he slow down, but he assured us that he had been doing this job for 9 years and all was well. I should mention that he was slightly mentally challenged. He was very proud to be escorting me throughout this large airport. On a side note, Al Vander Hart, Development Manager for Sea to Sea had made arrangements for both Ralph & I to stay at his place overnight since our flight landed at 11:30pm. His wonderful wife, Jen drove us to their home, while Al drove Erinn to her destination. I’m pretty certain my head hit the pillow within 10 minutes of being in their home. The next morning Jen had left for work and Al had a breakfast meeting that would occupy him till 9 a.m. so after my shower we had breakfast and then we got up to leave. Ralph almost collided with Al as he came into the kitchen and this is one of those ‘God moments’. We had been prepared to leave but when Al came in along with his guest, Bill Wigboldy (Midwest Regional Director of Children’s Hunger Fund) we shared another cup of coffee and had a wonderful 1 ½ hours of laughter and encouragement. After a shared prayer, Ralph and I left with a renewed, enlighten spirit. Throughout this difficult transition I have been provided with the right people at the right time. God is good.
My family poured out of the house when we arrived home, quick to help. A meal had been lovely prepared by a friend and others have volunteered to also help in this regard.
To my fellow cyclists: I will continue to pray and follow your process thru the blogs. I regret not saying good bye but my prayer is that I will heal quickly and be able to rejoin the tour. The friendships and acts of kindness that I’ve seen demonstrated in the tour both encourage me and humble me. I feel privileged to have belonged to such a group and regret the time that I will not be able to share with you.
To the faithful readers of my blog: My blog has been an extention of who I am. Grammer, sentence structure, spelling are not my forte. In real life, I usually leap before I measure the distance. I try out new recipes for company. I believe it’s easier to seek forgiveness, then it is to get permission. But slowly I’m trying to be more aware of my surroundings. Life does not need to revolve around me, instead I look to the youth, my adult children, my husband, and my extended church family as mentors and I strive to be a better person; a more compassionate individual. I’m humbled by your emails and undeserving of your patronage. Below is a photo my husband took of me on Wednesday evening, just to let you know that I’m really not in that bad of shape. P.S. I had an appointment with my family doctor today and received some good news. My road rash is 90% healed and when I asked about my limits, he replied, that I could basically do whatever my body allows me to. I do have some water on the knee (still waiting for confirmation from the x-rays that this is indeed what it is), but by all accounts, if I can handle the bike saddle I could be back on the tour within 3 or 4 weeks. I ask for your prayers for the cyclists, the support and SAG drivers. Also pray that if possible I will be allowed to rejoin the tour so that I can continue the task set before me.
Sincerely, Cynthia